Confessions Of A MAD Woman

OMG WHAT HUH?!?!?!

2009-05-16T01:17:00.001-05:00

Ive not made a post here yet this year...what happened to me??? lol Oh well...nothing exciting and im about to head to bed...see what facebook and twitter do to me...they are evil, they make me forget!!!!!

I can NOT believe!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-08T09:09:00.001-06:00

I JUST GOT FINISHED WRITTING A RATHER LONG POST AND WHEN I CLICKED PUBLISH, NOTHING SHOWED UP!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM TOO TIRED AND IN PAIN (BACK) TO REWRITE IT AGAIN BUT WILL LATER!!!! WTH HAPPENED?!?! GRRRRR

Its Just another manic monday!

2008-12-08T08:30:00.003-06:00

If Im allowed

2008-12-05T06:51:00.002-06:00

Here I sit trying to keep kitty from jumping at the pointer on the screen, half watching Spongebob with my 3 year old...yes I know SB isnt a good example kinda program but she likes it and well...i kinda do too.

Im in the middle (I hope on the way down) of a manic stage, hence no sleep and random blogging/surfing ect.

Whats on my mind? My pre broken New Years Resolutions. Which will most likely be...Start another diet...STOP eating all forms of animal and animal by products...although I almost never do but hey im not where I wanna be...

Lets see what else...oh yeah no more smoking (stress smoking) Stop cussing (HAHAHAHA) and try to be more domestic...ya know more from scratch meals...a better mom and wife...all that good stuff...get closer with God...stop spending so much money at Walmart so the old man will stop bitching at me so much...yeah so I wonder if Ill be able to keep to any of those?!?! Prolly not! Well theres always 2010

More pics cause I screwed up

2008-12-05T06:24:00.002-06:00

Okay well, i reckon im done with the warm fuzzies for a bit...more bloggin later

Friday Morning Officially

2008-12-05T06:17:00.004-06:00

Okay so everyones up...Dad just left for work...baby is up but shouldnt be...but at least I know she will have an early nap and I can get an hour or so of sleep...

Being the ever web surfing person that I am I thought Id post some of my fave silly funny pics...The Christmas Kitty is Sammy our Siamese Kitten...

http://i59.photobucket.com/albums/g314/june9th1963/Funny%20Animals/milton20and20toilet.jpg

Okay well the survey thing was stupid

2008-12-05T03:55:00.002-06:00

So I thought id tell ya a bit more about me this way...

I married to a guy whom makes me crazy...more moods than even I have, but I do love him and hes very responsible...so Ill stay here for a bit longer.

I have 4 children...3 here on earth and 1 in Heaven.

I am a part time painter, when the mood hits me...and it doesnt hit much...Im way too crabby and I cuss worse than any man...really trying to a hold on that!

Ive dealth with depression, manic and eating disorders all of my life.

I thoughts to most would be totally bazaar, crazy, weird ect...so I keep them inside...well before this blog anyway...this is where they will all shine through lol.

I have no local friends and am a stay at home mom so my life is quite boring except for me playing some of the games online that I like... www.pogo.com and Sims 2..although tonight I couldnt play that, some kind of error when I tried to load it...so Ill prolly need to reinstall it...yipeeeee

Im not really close to any of my family members because they are all full of shit..

I start a new kind of diet every monday and have it broken by monday evening.

Sometimes I think about leaving and just living in my car alone lol....no really I do...

I believe in God but Ill prolly be in the hotseat if i dont change my ways.

I dunno what else to day here so Ill stop this and maybe post later today if anything pops into my head.

Some "getting to know me" surveys cause I cant sleep

2008-12-05T03:51:00.002-06:00

Get To Know Me

* . . Basic . . *
Name	Secret
Birthdate	July something
Birthplace	Kansas
Current Location	Texas
Eye Color	Brown
Hair Color	Brown
Height	5\'10\"
Weight	dontworryboutit
* . . What
Zodiac Sign	Leo
Ethnicity	Native American
Body Type	Fleshy
Favorite Food	CHINESE
Favorite Drink	Diet Rootbeer
Favorite Animal	Cat
Best Physical Feature	ankle :oP
Fears	death, spiders, flying insects
* . . Have you ever . . *
Drank	YEAH
Smoked	yeah
Shoplifted	shhhhh yeah when I was a kid
Skinny Dipped	yeah
Had Sex	Well no shit, I am a mama
Been Dumped	yeah
Had A Boyfriend/Girlfriend	these are always made up by 12 yr olds! grr
* . . Looking In For A Guy/Girl. . *
Fav Eye Color	who cares
Fav Hair Color	who cares
Short or Long Hair	!!!!
Looks or Personality	personality
Love or Money	Damnit thats a hard one
Hot or Cute	Id settle for breathing
Muscular or Really Skinny	%^$&*

After Much Thought I finally did it!

2008-12-05T02:39:00.000-06:00

After much much thought I finally decided to make this blog...not that making a blog is a big deal really but...to make this my "whew" place, my dont worry about whos feelings I hurt or who will be reading this...because I am just me....im not my friends friend right now, or my husbands wife or my childrens mother...Im me and Im FREE!!!! Not saying im a fake person with everyone or anyone for that matter....but I try to be a "good" wife and mother and watch my potty mouth and this and that....well none of that here lol...well Im going to TRY to be myself for once and not what everyone in my life wants me to be...can I get an Amen sister?!?!?! Okay maybe not..but thats what im about and will always be that way here on my FREEDOM BLOG!